5 Oscar Snubs We Need to See

If you watched the Oscar Awards like I did on Sunday, then you know the big winners were La La Land, Moonlight, and Manchester by the Sea. For the most part anyway. And while all of those are on my must-watch list, there are some films that didn't take home an award, but from what I hear, are worth watching. I mean, they've gotta be good if they were nominated, right?

Here are my top 5 picks of Oscar-nominated films that weren't big winners, but are certainly on my to-do list.

Lion

Alright, so first off, I've been in love with Dev Patel (who plays the adult version of the film's protagonist) since I saw him in Slumdog Millionaire. Then, I discovered the world that was Skins. So whenever I see something with his name attached to it, I'm already dying to see it. Lion is a film about a man who was separated from his family as a boy, and returns to his home village to find them. It was nominated for six Academy Awards, but didn't win in any of the categories. This is definitely the first on my list.

Hell or High Water

So, this one I caught the tail end of while visiting a friend one day, and from what I saw, it's worth a watch. Hell or High Water hits home because it's based on a true story that happened right here in good ol' Texas. The film is a modern-day Western set in rural Texas, and focuses around two brothers who are polar opposites, but somehow pull off a string of bank robberies in an attempt to save their family's land. The film stars Chris Pine, Ben Foster, and Jeff Bridges, and was nominated for four Academy Awards. 

Arrival

This film is an exception to the list because it did take home the Oscar for Best Sound Editing (one of its eight nominations of the night). What makes me excited to see this film is its plot. Arrival is based off of the book, Story of Your Life by Ted Chiang, and is about a linguist (portrayed by Amy Adams) who is called by the military to help translate an alien language after several of their spaceships land on Earth. During her encounters with the aliens, she begins having vivid visions of her deceased daughter. Even though it sounds far-fetched, I think it's definitely worth at least trying to watch.

Moana

Once again, my undying love for Lin-Manuel Miranda has taken over my sense of reason. Since I found out he had signed on to write on the soundtrack for the film, I was bound to be hooked. While I've had the soundtrack on repeat for months, I still have yet to sit down, and watch Disney's newest film. Moana was nominated for two Academy Awards, and even though it was beat out by both Zootopia (which I loved) and La La Land, the reviews I've read point me in the direction of this being a must-watch. Moana, named for the movie's heroine, is set on the Polynesian island Motunui, and sees Moana off on an adventure with the demi-God Maui across the ocean where she discovers new things about herself, and how far she's really willing to go. While I'll probably wait until the movie's released on Redbox, and watch it with my niece and nephew, I'd say this film is probably for anyone, young or old, who's a real Disney fan.

Jackie

There was a lot of buzz surrounding this film when it was first announced, but it didn't seem to harness a huge fan base like La La Land and Moonlight did. Or perhaps it was just released too early. All I know is, biographical films are my favorite kind. Nominated for three Academy Awards, Jackie stars Natalie Portman as the titular character Jackie Kennedy. The movie chronicles her days in the White House as President John F. Kennedy's First Lady, and the days following his assassination. Based off of an article written by Theodore H. White for Life magazine, it's sure to be both an entertaining and educational experience.

If you're a movie buff like me, and are stuck on what movie to watch when you're spending a night at home alone, then I suggest one of these five Oscar-nominated films sure to quench whatever genre thirst you may have, and if you do, be sure to let us know by following us on Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat, or checking out our Facebook page.

February Featured Author: Jane Doe

Recently, I was sent a copy of an amazing short story written by an author who, from this moment forward, will be referred to as Jane Doe. In reality, the writer of this piece is a remarkably sweet woman who chose to share the story of her entrance into the world of teenage parenthood in one of the most revealing and detailed ways possible.

Out of the respect for everyone's personal work, I will continue to refer to our anonymous author as J (Jane Doe), and try my hardest to give you a glimpse into the short, yet detailed, story that is, Enough.

Our story opens up with an explanation of the co-stars of our protagonist's tale; the supporting characters who actually shape the story, and give detail into the real story of loves found and lost. 

Q: What made you want to pen your own story rather than something fictitious?

J: I had hit a horrible bout of writer's block and a very dear mentor suggested I take a personal event and write it out in an effort to break that wall

Q: How long have you been writing?

J: Ever since I was a little kid. I started with short stories around 7-8 and continued off and on to present day, at age 20.

One of  my favorite things about reading this piece is that even though it's not a full novel, it's written with riveting detail. I didn't want to stop reading, and there was never necessarily a slow point. But something left me craving...more.

Q: Have you ever considered going more in depth with this part of your life i.e. writing a whole novel?

J: I wish I had that kind of self-control! I generally write a chapter or two and get bored. This is the first time I've made an effort to follow through with something.

Q: Who are some of our favorite authors?

J: Sarah Dessen, Stephen King, JK Rowling, Jodi Picoult, Ellen Hopkins.

A woman after my own heart! You can tell not only by the context of the story, but also from the eloquence of the writing that J pulls inspiration from some of the biggest and best names in publication; past and present.

However, inspiration comes from within, and is personal. Something J understands. She brings her own voice into her work that makes it unique from things that are highly publicized.

Q: Would you say there's a specific person, place, or thing that inspires you to write? 

J: Not at all. Inspiration can strike at any point. An interesting looking stranger at the grocery store, a certain song that comes on my shuffle just as my son masters a new skill, anything.

Q: Do you plan on making your story available to the public?

J: Well...being here is about as public as I can imagine!

For a copy or chance to read Enough, a true story by Jane Doe, hit me up in my DMs on any form of social media. This is a story that should be available to any and everyone for it's raw, biographic content.

Have a story you want to share? Do you wish to be the next Featured Author for On The Edge? E-mail us at weareote@gmail.com, or find us on Twitter @weare_ontheedge, and let us know! You could be next.

Why Black Privilege Cannot Exist

by Emery W.

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I've been pondering about writing on this subject for such a long time because I was afraid my views would offend others, and cause a argument I didn't feel like I was to handle. Then, it dawned on me; a man whose purpose is to silence those of us who want to speak out on the mistreatment of Black Americans is being sworn in as the leader of our nation, and as a citizen, my being silent is unacceptable.

    I want to first say that a large majority of my friends are white, and I love them the same as my friends who are black, but I've noticed several differences in the way that my friends of color live versus my white ones.

    There's one thing that my white friends will never understand, and it's their level of privilege. Even the ones who don't come from extremely wealthy families don't understand the value behind working their way up from the bottom. Here's where people may start getting offended. I'm not saying white people don't work as hard as black people. What I am saying is that the playing field is not even. You have to go back to history in order for my point to be proven.

    From the beginning of slavery of black people in America to their emancipation, we as Black Americans have had to work. There's no money or titles our ancestors were born into like the Europeans our white peers descended from. My ancestors taught their children to work, causing a domino effect on later generations. We were all taught to work for not only what we wanted, but for basic essentials we needed.

    No matter how much someone may want to spin it; Jewish, Irish, etc.; you will always have a better chance at success than people who look like me because of the color of your skin. If people weren't aware of white privilege then Affirmative Action wouldn't exist. In my opinion, AA is something created by old white people to help soothe their guilt of turning away people based on the color of their skin.

    If racism wasn't a problem, then why do minorities need a special program to get admitted into schools that their white peers can do based off of their skills? Because black privilege cannot exist. Affirmative Action is not a privilege, it's a handout. It's the same thing as being racist against white people; it's not possible.

    I don't hate white people. I love them. If anything, I connect with them on a better level than some of my black friends, but that doesn't get rid of the divide. It doesn't eliminate the fact that they will always have it easier than me because of what they look like. I don't mind working hard. I'm proud of everything I achieve because it means it wasn't presented on a silver platter. I'm just mad at the reason why.

5 Ways to Observe Veterans Day

by Emery W. 

Veteran’s Day is celebrated in November every year, and most all-American families see it as another occasion to get together, fire up the grill, and knock back a few drinks. While I love a good barbeque myself, it’s not exactly the kind of recognition our military men and women deserve. So, to help you out, here are a few ideas on how to respectfully celebrate Veteran’s Day.

1. Visit a Veteran’s Hospital

What better way can you think of to make a person’s day better than a friendly chat? The soldiers injured while fighting for our country deserve to feel appreciated. It’s super easy to search the internet for your nearest VA hospital, and pay a short visit.

2. Find an Event in Your Community

Veteran’s Day is a national holiday so the chance of there being a celebration or event in your community is high. It’s a great chance to meet other people in your area, and pay homage to our soldiers.

3. Get the Children Involved

Being crafty is easy, and the kids LOVE getting involved with anything exciting. Learning something in the process is a plus. Here’s a great link to a few fun crafts and activities you can do with your kids to observe Veteran’s Day.

4. Sport Yellow

Yellow is the color to support our troops. Wearing a yellow ribbon or flower is a good way to show support and respect for the men and women in service.

5. Treat Every Day Like Veteran’s Day

Having a day dedicated to appreciate our veterans isn’t quite enough. Acknowledge anyone you see in uniform any time. Write a letter, donate to a cause, and/or visit a VA hospital regularly. There’s never enough you can do for people who lay their life on the line for your safety and freedom.

These are only a handful of ways to respectfully honor Veterans. Take the time to do some research, and make someone else’s day a little brighter.

Top Six Halloween Films

By Emery W.

It’s the spookiest time of the year… Especially in cinema! 

he world is full of “scary” movies. Those meant to haunt our nightmares for endless evenings. I’ll be the first to admit that I had to watch The Little Mermaid, and at least three episodes of Spongebob Squarepants after seeing Insidious the first time because of how scared I was.

Yet, as scary as that film (and others) are, these are my top six favorite movies that really scream, “Halloween!”

Scary movies aren’t reserved solely for October 31st, but the ones I have listed deserve an unspoken place on the shelves of all-things Halloween.

#6. The Nightmare Before Christmas

Ah. Tim Burton. The man who creates the creepiest, yet not incredibly scary movies. Something about the dark, spooky atmosphere of all of his films sparks Halloween vibes without sending the viewer into a heart attack. With that being said, The Nightmare Before Christmas is a classic for all families that stems the line between both Halloween and Christmas so take your pick as to when you choose to watch it. Hell, if you’re like me, you watch it for both holidays.

#5. The Craft/The Covenant

If you’re into magic, witchcraft, and witches that aren’t green and ride brooms, then this is a movie for you. Another one that isn’t a horror or thriller flick, but definitely great to watch during the season. If you haven’t seen it, you’re missing out. If you’re in the mood, there’s an all-male cast version with the same kind of concept, but not quite as cult category worthy. Both are still great films.

#4. t’s the Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown

A classic, and safe for all-ages. If your elementary school teachers didn’t push in the TV cart with VCR around Halloween time, and show you this movie then you are truly missing out on life.

 

#3. Halloween Town Series

We grew up with Marnie, and sat biting our nails watching her discover that she’s a witch, and harness her powers. Talk about a fierce role model for young girls. Disney Channel did something completely right when they made this series. The only real left-turn they took was recasting the actress who portrays Marnie in the last film. But hey, new Marnie or not, a good franchise is a good franchise.

#2. Halloween Series

Michael Myers. The masked man who haunted my dreams for years. This is one of the scary movies everyone wants to watch if they want to be legitimately scared. Full of silent-inducing terror, and blood, the whole series is a must-watch. Just make sure it’s the old-school series, and not the remake.

#1. Hocus Pocus

e title says it all. Hocus Pocus is the epitome of all things Halloween. It doesn’t matter when you were born, this film is a cult classic, and must-see. So much so that I will not give away any plot details because you should watch for yourself. Just don’t be surprised if you find my future son named Thackery.

Long story short, if you want to really get in the spirit of Halloween, turn off the lights, grab some popcorn, and watch in one, if not all, of these films.

7 Gilmore Girls Watch Party Must Haves.

by Emery W. 

SEVEN MORE DAYS!!!!

Alright guys, we are officially seven days away from Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life, and I don’t know about y’all, but I’m not able to contain my excitement any more.

Now, if you haven’t been following the watch schedule I came up with last month, mic.com has a great list of the most important episodes to watch before the revival. Catch up on said episodes, then come November 25, make sure you have these seven must-haves for your GG watch party.

1. Vicious Trollop

You can’t start a revival party without looking the part. One of my favorite episodes is when Lorelai and Emily spend a mother-daughter weekend together, and eventually bond over their love of Vicious Trollop; a perfect pink lip shade. Not only can you find the product online (which I urge everyone to do), but if you don’t have time to get it, just wear your favorite pinkish-red color. When you do, tag us on Instagram, Twitter, and Snapchat with the tag #OTEViciousTrollop. We’ll repost our favorite ones!

2. Coffee

You don’t have to watch every episode of Gilmore Girls to know that our favorite mother-daughter pair are the epitome of coffee addicts. Make a pot (or 10), and drink up!

3. Food

Lorelai and Rory are the kind of women that every other woman hates; they eat every that’s considered wrong yet their bodies always look right! I suggest for this night only to binge Gilmore Girls style. Order a pizza, Chinese, buy some Pop Tarts, marshmallows, Red Vines, and anything else that makes you want to vomit. Even add an apple in there for good measure.

4. Team Swag

The one thing everyone is talking about is which of Rory’s old flames she’ll inevitably end up with. In my opinion, I don’t think she’ll end up with any of them because she’s a fierce woman in her own right. However, if my greatest dreams were to come true, Team Jess will prevail. For the occasion get creative, and show us your best take on your team’s swag. Sport a leather jacket if you love Dean, wear your favorite band tee in homage to Jess, or have an umbrella handy if you’re a Logan lover. Use the tag #OTETeam, and show us who your favorite guy for Rory is. Extra points of you can make good use of our favorite underdog, Marty.

5. The Rory

Who remembers the posh 21st birthday party Emily threw for Rory in season 6? I know I do, and I’ve always wanted to try Rory’s signature drink, The Rory. The characters on the show don’t think too highly of it, but it’s up to you to make your own opinion. I won’t give you the recipe. You’ll have to watch the episode yourself to get it.

6. Your Favorite Book

Rory is the ultimate book worm. You’ll remember in season 2 when she and Lorelai take an impromptu trip to Harvard, and Rory freaks out over not having read enough books in her 16 years of life. Make sure you have your favorite page-turner with you. You get major props if it’s a Proust.

7. Kleenex

The feels that this revival are already more than I can handle so Kleenex will undoubtedly be required for this four-episode extravaganza. Make sure you’re stocked up.

We here at On The Edge will be live-watching the revival the moment it releases on Netflix next Friday, and we want you to join us and me this an interactive experience. Get your revival items, log onto and follow us on all our social media accounts, and live this tale with us.

The Ultimate Gilmore Girls Watch Party Schedule.

By. Emery W. 

Where you lead, I will follow…. STRAIGHT TO NETFLIX.

Anyone else out there a massive Gilmore Girls fan? If you’re not, you should be and soon! Netflix is releasing a four-episode special of the popular CW show entitled, Gilmore Girls: A Year in the Life on November 25th. In preparation for such a momentous occasion, I’ve decided to re-watch the entire series in 34 days. That’s right; 7 season, 153 episodes, in 34 days.

If you’re like me, and have a full-time job, semi-regular workout routine, and somewhat of a social life, this is a rigorous binge-watching challenge, but totally worth the time. The best part about it is, it’s all on Netflix so I can watch while I’m on the treadmill.

Of course, you don’t have to follow this exact schedule. This happens to be fixed to my regular functioning hours, but if you have more time, more power to you to watch. Plus if you’re an insomniac, you can watch through the night, and pull a classic GG move, and load up on coffee the next day. It’s your choice.

*Each episode is approximately 45 minutes long (give or take) which is where my time line came from.

Beginning Friday, October 21st:

• 8 PM – 11 PM Season 1, Episodes 1-4

Saturday, October 22nd:

• 10 AM – 11:30 AM; Episodes 5 and 6
• 8 PM – 11 PM: Episodes 7-10

Sunday, October 23rd:

• 9 AM – 12 PM; Episodes 11-14
• 3 PM – 4:30 PM; Episodes 15 and 16

For the following six weeks, the schedule will go as follows:

Monday, Tuesday, Thursday; 7 PM – 10 PM (4 episodes)

Wednesday*; 6:45 PM – 9 PM (3 episodes)

Friday; 8 PM – 11PM (4 episodes)

Saturday; 10 AM – 11:30 AM/2 PM – 5 PM (6 episodes)

Sunday; 9 AM – 12 PM/3 PM – 4:30 PM (6 episodes)

*Wednesdays are carved out this way so that I can still have my American Horror Story fix.

You see? There’s plenty of time for lunch breaks, Sunday football, and a weekend social life if you so choose to have one. If you follow this schedule, the last episode of season seven would be watched on Thursday, November 24th. One day before the new episodes are released.

Sound complicated? Don’t worry. Like I said, it’s not a must that this schedule be followed to a T. Watch at your own pace. But I do highly suggest watching the series because I’ve got a feeling, these new episodes are going to be great.

Play Review: Rent's 20th Anniversary Tour.

By. Emery W. 

Last Sunday, I was extremely fortunate enough to see a Rent: 20th Anniversary Tour show in Dallas. If you read my review of Hamilton then you probably get the picture that I’m a pretty big musical buff, and Rent, written by the late Jonathan Larson happens to be in my top five favorites.

I remember the first time I saw the film adaptation of the play, and instantly fell in love with the story. I spent hours on YouTube searching for videos of live performances, listening to the original cast album, and memorizing the lyrics. It’s also important that I point out that the film adaptation and live musical have a plethora of differences, and my review reflects my thoughts of the stage play, not the movie. It was quite hard for me to push the original casts voices out of my head while watching the 20th Anniversary show, but I managed to do it somehow.

This was the first live musical I’ve ever seen aside from the year my high school’s fine arts department did West Side Story back in 2009. The staging was perfect, and painted the picture of late 80’s, bohemian, New York City. The plot of the musical centers around a group of eight friends, each with different backgrounds and their own personal struggles. I don’t want to give too much away, but it was written for the times (1989-1990) and includes topics of homosexuality, drugs, and HIV/AIDS.

The show opens with Mark, the show’s narrator and resident film maker portrayed by Danny Harris Kornfeld. He brings the character to life impeccably, and is basically the second coming of Anthony Rupp who originated the role. Mark is best friends and the roommate of Roger, former front man of a successful rock band who is a recovering drug addict, and all-around homebody due to some inner demons.

Kaleb Wells, who portrays Roger does an excellent job of exuding the essence of a recovering addict, but personally I was missing the raw, husky rock star voice one comes to expect in a former rock star. But what Wells lacks vocally, he more than makes up for in his emotional acting chops. Every scene he has with his love interest, Mimi (played by Skyler Vope) pulls you in with every word.

Skyler Vope plays a great, 19-year-old Mimi who’s addicted to drugs and Roger. Her voice is unique, and you can feel her emotion in every note. Mimi is best friends with the cross dressing Angel played by David Merino.

Angel may be the most iconic and complex character in the musical, and Merino does him so much justice. He’s exciting, charismatic, and the heart of the group. Angel is in a relationship with Collins, the group’s anarchist and voice of reason. Aaron Harrington is by far, the breakout performer of the entire show. As Collins, his powerful, round baritone voice is booming. The most incredible part is this was Harrington’s first experience on stage.

Both actresses who portray Joanne and Maureen (Jasmine Easler and Katie Lamark, respectively) shined as a couple. Their chemistry on stage is uncanny, and their performance of Take Me or Leave Me rivaled that of Idina Menzel and Fredi Walker who originated the roles.

Of course the supporting ensemble cast members can’t go without recognition. The performance wouldn’t be possible without each of them with standout member Alia Hodge whose solo during Seasons of Love sent chills throughout my body.

All-in-all, there’s never a way to copy an original, and the Broadway cast from 20 years ago will always be the most iconic, but the current touring cast members do not disappoint in bringing Jonathan Larson’s vision to life.

If you have the opportunity arises for you to see this show in your area, I urge you to take in the experience to see the show with a message that has resonated for 20 years, and will continue to for years to come. Jonathan Larson would be proud.

Culture Clash: Are Southerns and Northerners Really That Different?

by Emery W. 

“I didn’t know people could say the word ‘y’all’ so much!”

Back in 2011, my roommate was a guy straight out of Racine, Wisconsin, and the one thing that each of us hated about the other was the way we pronounced words. I was unfortunate enough to mispronounce his hometown as Ray-seen instead of Ruh-seen, and he threw a fit. I can almost hear his exact words now, “Why is it that all Southerners feel the need to give all vowels the long sound? It sounds ridiculous.”

First off, I found his outburst to be extremely rude, and condescending (a trait lots of our mutual friends hated about him). I didn’t know that he wasn’t being rude. He was just being a Northerner.

I’m a born and raised Texan; I’m southern through-and-through, but not country. There is a difference. I’d only been to the north once in my life, and I only spent a few days there, but everywhere I turned someone was saying, “Oh wow! I didn’t know people could say the word ‘y’all’ so much!” or “Sorry, we only have Mr. Pibb.” I was so homesick after the first night, I wanted to cry.

I got home, and it dawned on me that even though we all live in the same country, our lifestyles are completely different. I decided to ask a couple of friends to help me out with a little questionnaire to help me prove if Northerners and Southerners are as different as I think they are.

A short disclaimer; as always these opinions are those of the individuals. Not all Northern and Southern women think the way these two women happen to think. As always, the On the Edge inbox is open, and available for questions, comments, and feedback.

Representing the south is our very own Editor-in-Chief, Kirsten. She currently lives in Georgia.

For the north, my good friend Amanda who lives in New Jersey, will be giving us her opinion.

What do you put on a sandwich with peanut butter (besides jelly)?

Amanda: Um, sometimes I’ll do peanut butter and fluff, or Nutella. But it’s not a regular thing. PB&J is still the standard.

Kirsten: Honey! Nothing beats a PB + honey sandwich!

What’s your go-to “going-out” outfit?

A: Jeans and a cute top.

K: Tights/leggings, plaid button down, boots OR skirt, top, tights and boots!

What’s your favorite sport?

A: To play, soccer. To watch, football

K: College football. GO DAWGS!

How do you like your tea?

A: I use cream and sugar in my tea. Specifically, French vanilla creamer.

K: I actually hate sweet tea, but I love hot tea!

What do you call a carbonated beverage?

A: Soda

K: Coke

What’s a Southern stereotype you hear all of the time?

A: That they’re all friendly, and stuck in the past

K’s response: -  It’s a fake nice in some cases. Like, we’re polite but at the same time we can be evil as hell. I believe that there are parts of southern history that need to go away (I.e. Racism, classism, tea parties). However, there are parts of Southern tradition that are wonderful. Like being kind to your neighbors, having Sunday family dinner and just knowing how to have a good time at a football game!

What’s a Northern stereotype you hear all of the time?

K: That they’re all rude as hell.

A’s response: Not in general, no. But obviously it varies by place. Like New Yorkers are rude. But people from Medford Lakes aren’t. Also, in comparison to southerners, we all look rude. But things are also slower paced in the south. So while you guys may have the chance to catch up with the guy at your local shop in the mornings, we don’t. And if we try to, it messes up the pace for everyone else. Everything is subjective.

 

So sure, the stereotype is that all Southerners love sweet tea, and live for the football game that follows Sunday dinner at Big Mama’s house, but that doesn’t mean it’s true. Not any more than the rumor that Northern women dress in leggings and watch hockey is true. Our roots, and where we’re from plays a major role in who we become as people, but doesn’t distinguish all of our interests and tastes. My best friend loves George Strait and hockey whereas Country music makes me cringe, and football season is my favorite thing about Fall. Yeah we were both raised in the same city in Texas, but a lot of the time, we don’t like the same things.

So the answer to this Culture Clash is yes, Southerners and Northerners are different; we prepare for the changing of the seasons differently, and have our respective major convenient store chains (Buc-cees, meet Wa Wa. Your Northern counterpart), but at the end of the day, we’re all American, and I believe that’s something we all enjoy having in common.

Book Review: Crank

by Emery W. 

When I was in high school, I had a best friend who (after being wrongfully sent to the town’s alternative high school during Junior year) started living her life in a downward spiral. She finally transferred back to our school, but I barely recognized who she was; she was high on marijuana most of the time, cut class, and went to raves every weekend. She’d quit doing color guard, and dropped out of honor’s classes.

Before I knew it, it was the night of our graduation, and I’d be going off to college at the end of the summer, and I had no idea what my best friend was doing.

The Fall of my freshman year at college, I picked up a thick book with an interesting cover simply titled Crank for the long bus trip to an away game. From the moment I opened the book, I felt like I was reading my best friend’s life from her eyes.

Crank by Ellen Hopkins tells the story of Kristina (who later begins referring to herself as Bree), and the events that led to her long and faithful history with hard drugs, sex, and journey to adulthood. The novel is loosely based on the life of Hopkins’ own daughter’s battle with drug addiction.

We begin the story with Kristina living in Reno with her mother, stepfather, and younger brother until she decides to visit her dead-beat father in Albuquerque. As a straight A honor roll student, Kristina didn’t delve much into the harder side of life; boys, sex, drinking, drugs, etc. Until she met Adam.

Over the span of her time with her father, Kristina (now known as Bree) becomes addicted to the same lifestyle she shares with her father.

I don’t want to give too much away, but I will tell you that this is one that I couldn’t put down. It put into perspective the thought processes of an addict, and why they do what they do, and what makes it so hard for them to stop.

The way Hopkins develops the character is unique in its own right because it is written in verse. I was confused a bit at first because I’d never read a novel in the style, but it made me yearn for more. Even though it’s a thick book, it didn’t take me long to read. I’d describe it as an absolute page-turner.

What’s great is that the book offers you the chance to both pity Kristina for her actions while simultaneously hate her for the destruction she brings to everyone important to her.

It’s classified as a YA novel, but definitely not a read for anyone who can’t handle vivid descriptions of sex, drugs, and some violence.

Ellen Hopkins has somehow managed to write a book that would make for an incredible film adaptation in the future. And this is only the first one! There are two sequels, Glass and Fallout that I urge everyone to read. If you can handle it. I’ve read quite a few of her YA novels (all which were written in verse), and continue to look forward to more. I’d rate this a solid 10/10.

3 Cheap Activities for a Fun Weekend

by Emery W. 

Itching for a fun-filled weekend, but don’t have the money to club/bar hop? Try these three activities for a good time, each day of the weekend.

Some people crave that feeling of dressing up, and spending a night out on the town after a long work week. Others, myself included, prefer the sanctity of a quiet home life with the occasional need to have a social life. Whether you’re the latter or a social butterfly, there are countless things to do when you want to have some fun with other people other than movie nights and house parties. All without breaking your bank account.

One of the greatest gifts of living anywhere is the availability of places to have fun without spending a ton of money while simultaneously having a good time with the people you choose to surround yourself with. You can spend your whole weekend out without really feeling like you’re making an effort to put yourself out there.

Live Music Friday

“If you get lucky, you may get to see the next big band…”

No matter where you live, there will be someone; solo artist or band who’s trying to get their music out to the masses. Small town or big city, look for local musicians to support.

One of my favorite things to do with my friends on a Friday night instead of hitting up the bar and drinking, is going to watch my boyfriend’s band play a show. Not only is it a way to hear some really great music while hanging out with friends, it’s also a great way to meet new people. If you don’t know anyone personally who’s into music, then ask a friend, or even go to your city’s website. Most times, there are events posted on the website to get people to experience the town’s social atmosphere.

If you get lucky, you may get to see the next big band, and be able to say, “I saw this band/musician live beforethey blew up.” Plus, if the music’s great, and the crowd is good, there’s always a chance to meet someone with similar interests as you. Bam! Instant friendship.

Cost: $ - Find a band that’s playing at a location that doesn’t have a cover charge. Just be sure to tip the band if you enjoy the music. Starving artists are a real thing.

Karaoke Saturday

Let me just put this out there; I am a karaoke FIEND. I used to be too scared to go up on stage and belt one out, but now it’s the best stress relief I could ever ask for. Trust me, everything you see in the movies about karaoke night is true.

Singing in front of a crowd of people isn’t everyone’s cup of tea, but watching other people participate can be just as fun. There are two kinds of karaoke singers; the amazing ones who would undoubtedly get a three chair turn on The Voice, and the not-so-great people who may be tone deaf, but look like they’re having the time of their lives, and chances are, they are. Who, knows a couple of cheap beers at your local karaoke dive bar, and you could be on stage imagining yourself as the next Queen Bey.

So, the next time you feel like going out, and the club scene isn’t really your thing, look for the nearest karaoke bar where participation isn’t mandatory, but highly encouraged.

Cost: $$ - Some places require a drink minimum to sing, or if you’re not singing, you may want to have a drink or two while you watch others. My tip: find a dive bar. The drinks are usually cheaply priced, and have a good, down-to-earth crowd.

Sunday Brunch

“Turn it into an outing with friends to spend some last minute time together before the long work week begins.”

The best way to end a fun-filled weekend is to enjoy a nice brunch with some friends. Sunday is the day of rest, and brunch falls during the perfect time of the day; early enough to still sleep in, but not too late where you feel like you’ve wasted your day.

It’s not necessary to dress up for brunch, and if you choose to eat outdoors on a beautiful day, it gives you an excuse to wear a cute pair of shades to cover the hangover look some will surely be sporting. Turn it into an outing with friends to spend some last minute time together before the long work week begins. Order a Bloody Mary, and eat some food that’s just heavy enough to be considered a meal without ruining your appetite before family dinner or game day wings.

Cost: $$ - It all depends on you and what you order. 

Weekends, if planned correctly, are the perfect time to let loose and have fun, and these three activities are perfect for everyone; introvert or extrovert. If that’s the what you want to do. A nice, quiet night at home is always an option too.

An Open Letter to Augustus Waters.

by Kirsten F.

Dear Augustus,
Yes, you Augustus Waters… I am writing an open letter to you. Yes you, the fictional character, the young man who I assumed to be a figment of my wandering imagination while reading “The Fault in Our Stars” by John Green. I am writing this open letter because I have many questions for you.

So many things went through my mind reading this well written piece of literature. However, tonight when I saw this book take life upon the big screen, more questions came to mind. You see I am a creature of wonder, not habit. I want to know everything that I possibly can about everyone. Including those who do not actually exist, I am what some would call a “mess”. I read books, and I fall in love with a particular character(s) or the story as a whole. Well in this case it is both; I fell in love with the story, and well with you.

The moment you walked into Hazel Grace’s life I knew you would be good. I knew that you would bring her some form of adventure, and new experiences.

How did you know that the moment you bumped into her (in the literal heart of Jesus) that she was someone you wanted to know? That this beautiful young woman, with the tubes in her nose, and the oxygen tank stuffed backpack was going to change your life. You sat and looked at her, and I mean really looked at her. You saw passed her obvious signs of illness, and you just saw her. That my dear Augustus is so breathtakingly beautiful, it’s as if you were falling in love at first sight.

Now I have never been a believer in such a myth, love at first sight has always seemed a bit skeptical to me. How the hell does someone fall in love with another human they have yet to actually get to know? Is it their outer appearance? They way they walk? How they move their mouth when they speak? Maybe it’s the look in their eyes… I don’t know, but what I do know is that you have made a believer out of me.


Now yes I know, “It’s just a story, it isn’t real”, but isn’t it though? Isn’t there some parallel universe where you and Hazel exist? You are alive and well in the mind of the author, and every single person that read the book.

I know what you’re thinking, “I died in that book. My story ended.” I don’t think it did though, I think that was just the beginning of your story. I know that initially the story was meant to be about Hazel Grace and her take on life, and thoughts about the world. I however, believe that the story was about you. How you came into her life at its unintentional plateau and moved it along. I can’t tell you what exactly it was that I felt when you came into the picture, relief, excitement, or maybe it was just my classic case of curiosity. Who is this guy? What is his story? How did he end up at this place, and why the heck is he so fascinated by her?

As the story went on though, I got the answer to those questions, but then more formed from those answers. What made you decide to go with Isaac to the group that day? What made you decide that Hazel was going to be the one that you fell in love with? How did you become so happy, and how is it that even when you are knowingly dying you can still find the time to live?

I have a fear Augustus, a fear that I am never going to live the life I want. That I am never going to experience every piece of life that I know I was destined for. So tell me, how or when did you decide that “living” is what you were going to do? Was it when you thought you were going to die the first time the reason? Or maybe you’ve always been that way… Alive.
It would seem as if I am demanding answers from you, almost how you and Hazel demanded answers from your “favorite” author. I’m not though, I’m just merely curious, and slightly hoping that while writing this letter I find the answers myself.

As I read and reread your story (a good seven times in fact) trying to find those answers I was looking for I kept coming up empty handed. It wasn’t until I watched your story play out in front of me that I finally began to understand. You see you taught Hazel that life is more than what it’s believed to be. Augustus you showed her how to live, and be spontaneous … Be free.

Even in your last days you managed to make even the most complicated life event such as death seem like a piece of cake. You made love and loving someone else not seem so terrifying, and effortless. I think about that every day, and sure I do love people mostly friends and family members. However I wonder every single day how I could love another person the way that you loved Hazel, or how many people love their particular significant others. I am realistically terrified of such a feeling of letting someone in enough to shake my life.

I don’t like the feeling of letting others get to close to my heart, because although I am the “tough and secure one” I am absolutely terrified of having my heart broken. There was something you said to Hazel when she told you that she was a ticking time bomb, and didn’t want to hurt you. You told her that it would be a privilege to have your heart broken by her.

When I first read this story I couldn’t believe you would say such a thing. You were willing giving this individual the power to do whatever it is to your heart, your soul. I couldn’t comprehend it then, and it drove me insane because I didn’t understand. It wasn’t until this very moment as I write this that I get it, I get why you would give her so much power. Because you loved her, you loved her more than anything. THAT Augustus is what broke my heart in a very poetic and beautiful way. You loved Hazel Grace so much that it didn’t matter if she broke your heart, held it close, or put it in a blinder. All of that didn’t matter, because all you wanted was to be loved by her, and so you were.

I realized that when you love someone as much as you cared for Hazel that even if that person breaks your heart or in your case dies. All that matters is that you loved them, and they loved you. The only thing that is important is that you got to feel that, and THEN I realized that I have felt that, I have felt what it is like to love someone so fiercely and unconditionally. Even though it ended in a tragic and mind altering heart break I felt it. I couldn’t make sense of it then I didn’t understand that even though my heart was broken and my head was in a scary place. I felt love, and I realized that in the end that is all that matters. The feeling of being in love and living in that moment, that is what it’s all about. It’s about going through the rough patches and fun times just too either end up apart or together. It’s a risk; you helped me gain some clarity on that.

On knowing that just by giving someone the option to break your heart is an adventure in itself. It is in fact the ultimate adventure in life, and if you have the opportunity to experience it you should go for it.

My dear fictional Augustus, you have done more than you could imagine. All you wanted out of this life was to be remembered and you’ve done more than just that. You’ve made an impression on millions of people. People just like you, some not, and those of us who are somewhere in between. You may have died young, but you lived a thousand lives, and for that I can’t say thank you enough. I will take the words you said, and the way you made me feel with me forever. See that’s the thing about books, fictional and non fictional they will always leave some form of impression on you. Good or bad, they leave a little piece of themselves with you.
Thank you for giving me a piece of you.
Okay and Always, and everything thing in between

Book Review: 'Grayish-Black: Poetry From The Ribs'.

by Kirsten F.

How a book about oppression, suicide, self loathing, + heartbreak taught me how to love myself a little more. 

I met the author of “Grayish-Black” back when I had big earrings and long braids. Back when my mouth was slick and my fists fast and powerful in punch.  Elijah and I clicked from the start, we found common ground in each other’s worlds, because the views weren’t so different. I got the privilege to be a test reader for his new book “Grayish-Black” which I suggest you all stop reading this, and go buy instantly! This person who prides himself on his multiple ethnicities, taste in music, and has an exceptional record in fighting for the injustices of the world. Has allowed us, the outside into his space; his mind. For as long as I have known him he has marched to the beat of his own drum, pounding out a tune that only those who are hip to his frequency can hear.  

“Grayish-Black” isn’t just a book of poems and beautiful photos, it is a piece of someone, and simultaneously a piece of yourself as well.  There are some pieces such as “Black Bottle of Cologne” that caused the usual feeling of melancholy that sits deep within crawl up from it’s spot in my chest. Springer used lines like “2 years later and I still buy the same body wash you loved, and I still spray my neck with that scent that made you kiss me.” He talks about the feeling of missing someone in such an honest way.  He does not sugar coat the fact that though it has been two years, he is still hurting.  That moving on from heartbreak often takes longer than a couple of months, it can often take years to start putting it behind you.

Elijah talks about his struggle with being accepted by both sides of his genetic codes. The “grey area” as he referred to it, stuck out to me because I too had felt lost in the shuffle of worlds of black and white. That’s what I meant by you will find a piece of yourself in his truth, the words he uses paint a mental picture of past versions of myself in my mind. As if they were all stood in a circle holding onto each other as they release their souls into the sea.  The lines of “You Loved Me Natural” sunk so deep into my own bones that it caused me to cry. I am a person who chooses not to acknowledge love and all that it brings.  “Never fake a smile for me” broke me down, because it caused me to make myself think about a person who has never been present in my life, because I’ve yet to meet them.  It’s like Elijah knows that all any of us want, especially those of us with a tormented soul is someone to be okay with just us.  He has written a world that has its own pulse, the pages are alive and flowing freely. The words and images used will cause your mind to race, your heart to ache, and your inner warrior to rise from its resting place.  

While I read each page and saw my reflection in each photo, I found myself having a conversation with my own demons. In between reading about the take down of the oppressing forces at large, and talks of relationships that had died. I ended up making peace with those demons that lurk in the shadows of my soul.  Instead of fearing them, and letting them hold me back they have began to inspire me to be the best version of myself.  Springer makes human existence almost seem easy even when it is the most complicated equation.  

“2 years later and I still buy the same body wash you loved, and I still spray my neck with that scent that made you kiss me.”

He uses his words to teach us that we can learn from those who have taken from us, those who have broken off pieces of our spirit, and from ourselves. He talks about sexuality as smoothly as a stream in a forest.  He transitions from talking to himself to talking to a distant ex lover, to talking right to those who hold power positions.  In “Grayish-Black” Elijah doesn’t shy away from topics like loving a man who fell out of love with you, wanting to know what death felt like, and slowly disappearing into your own realm.  He uses his platform to pay respect to the countless bodies of black folks who lay dead at the hands of the government. He acknowledges legends like Malcolm X and Ella Baker, who selflessly fought for our freedom.  He speaks on the different shades of brown and black that grew up in his neighborhood. I’m convinced that if you put a beat behind the words of “My Hood ain’t Free” you’d have a chart topper.  He praises Allah for the physical attributes that comes from blackness; the curve of the hips, the thickness of the lips…. He showcases the beauty that comes with the territory.

Throughout this book of poems and self manifestos Springer also let’s us know that we too can be the cause of someone else’s pain. We can be the one who pulls the strings and cuts each one slowly or all at once. We are the commanders of our fates, and the approval percentage of others will forever remain at zero, because who you are is meant specifically for you alone.  Elijah uses the feelings of happiness, sadness, longing, fear, and failure to create a world of a person that we can all connect to. He shows us that the valleys and mountains that live within us are full of pieces of who we are. Whether that be someone sunk down into a tub, someone watching the one they’ve loved for so long leave, or someone who is standing on the front line fighting for their freedom. Our insides, our spirit make up a complete masterpiece of a human, and we choose what parts of our paintings we want to share.  I loved “Grayish - Black” because it is me, and it is you. It’s a self loathing, self accepting, and self caring book about learning to love your parts, even the ones that make you want to die slowly until you disappear into nothing.

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A Generation of Mean Teen Queens

by Emery W. 

Every generation is blessed with a movie centered around a high school clique of popular girls that rule the school. The ‘80’s babies got Heathers, us ‘90’s kids were deemed worthy enough to have Clueless, the early 2000′s had Mean Girls, and this current generation has The DUFF.

When I first got wave of the movie before it came out, I looked at the cast list, and immediately brushed it off as pointless, and unworthy of my time. Boy, was I wrong. I finally got bored enough one Sunday night while twisting my hair, and decided to watch it, and I was not disappointed.

It has your general makeup of the underdog, the mean bitch, and the boy that both girls inevitably want, but what makes this one relevant for today is not only the language (yes, I am condoning the use of profanity in the film), the use of social media, and *spoiler alert* the guy gets the girl in the end, but you don’t see it coming from the beginning.

Mae Whitman plays Bianca, her two best friends’ DUFF (Designated Ugly Fat Friend), and let’s get one thing straight, Bianca is none of those things unless you compare her to her friends Jess and Casey (Skyler Samuels and Bianca Santos respectively). Both friends are completely unaware that they have placed their friend in this category. In fact, the theme of the whole movie is how a DUFF never realizes they are one. 

School stud and (shocker) captain of the football team, Wesley Rush (portrayed by Robby Amell) is the boy next door/former childhood friend who informs Bianca of her role as The DUFF, and agrees to help her break this image, and get the guy she has been crushing on for a while in exchange for some tutoring. Of course a string of mishaps and drama courtesy of resident Head Bitch/Wesley Rush’s on-again-off-again girlfriend, Madison Morgan (Bella Thorne).

Pretty typical stuff for a movie geared toward high school kids. What really makes this movie is the acting chops of young Hollywood thespians you wouldn’t expect. I’d always seen Bella Thorne as the ditzy character she played in Disney Channel’s Shake It Up, and while Madison is superficial and devious, she is true current-day mean girl, equipped with her own side kick, and largely followed social media platform. Bella Thorne does an immaculate job with the character, and while she’s no Regina George, she’s a pretty close second.

The next shocker of the movie is Robby Amell. I’m not going to lie, I knew I’d seen him in other things before as the cute guy that the girl falls for, but never a memorable performance. Until this one. I guess the 25-year-old in me wasn’t expecting the array of penis jokes, and all-around sexualization of the character, but I guess if I have to grow up, actors do too.

Mae Whitman’s Bianca is a mix of Ellen Page’s Juno, and Emma Stone’s Olive of Easy A, and she is every high school awkward kid’s spirit animal. Her come-to-Jesus moment, courtesy of her two best friends, and mostly unavailable mother played by Allison Janney. Add in the teacher that’s rooting for the underdog (Ken Jeong), and you have Mean Girls revamped without anyone getting hit by a bus, and instead of a Burn Book, you’ve got YouTube.

So who knows, maybe I’m biased because I went through puberty, and even still rely on Mean Girls to guide me through the rough times, and finding something that can almost match up to what has now become a cult classic makes me really excited. `

What Makes 'Hamilton' the Best Musical for Our Generation.

by Emery C.

“I mean come on, Angelica Schuyler going toe-to-toe with Nicki Minaj? Thomas Jefferson dropping bars like Slim Shady? “

I’m a ‘90’s kid which, in my opinion, is hands-down, the best decade to have had your childhood. We are the up-and-comers; the future leaders of our nation and the world. So, among all of the drama and struggle that the world is going through, there’s one thing that brings us together: music.

Over the past month I have been unapologetically obsessed with ‘Hamilton: An American Musical’ written by none other than the eloquent Lin-Manuel Miranda. Don’t believe me? Watch his acceptance speech from the 2016 Tony Awards.

I have never been a major history buff. In fact, I had to repeat U.S. History in high school. So how did a Broadway musical drive me to learn the history behind the American Revolution, and inspire my now in-progress historical fiction novel about America’s first great sex scandal (ahem, The Reynolds Pamphlet)? The music.

“We are the up-and-comers; the future leaders of our nation and the world. “

‘Hamilton’ tells the story of America’s first Secretary Treasury, Alexander Hamilton. The intro tune alone tells his childhood history as an orphan raised in the Caribbean, and his journey to New York. From then on, each song pans out his life; meeting his “frienemy” Aaron Burr, his battle buddies, becoming George Washington’s confidant, meeting his wife, making his way into politics, and eventually his death. I don’t want to give too much away, but you can stream the Original Cast Album on Spotify for the full effect.

Lin-Manuel Miranda was somehow capable of capturing this history lesson in Hip-Hop and R&B music perfectly. Even if you’re not a fan of rap music, it’s more than just grown men and women spitting rhymes. There’s emotion, heart, and soul throughout every song. It’s unlike any musical you’ve ever heard before. I didn’t grow up in a family that appreciated the theater, but being in fine arts programs throughout high school and college opened up my eyes to a world of storytelling I didn’t know existed. For those people out there who aren’t immersed in the arts like I am, ‘Hamilton’ is still an experience that will change your life.

Even if you’re one of the poor unfortunate souls like me who can’t make it out to a Broadway show, the soundtrack is good enough. Lucky for us, PBS will be airing a recorded version with the original cast this fall. There will even be a mix-tape of the musical released. A mix tape! What other musical have you heard of can successfully do that?!

“There’s emotion, heart, and soul throughout every song. “

Another perk of this great cast and ensemble is that a majority of its members are people of color. Yes, imagine the founding of our country being placed in the hands of Latinos, African-Americans, and people of mixed race. It’s glorious. I mean come on, Angelica Schuyler going toe-to-toe with Nicki Minaj? Thomas Jefferson dropping bars like Slim Shady? That alone should make you want to listen, and after, you’re going to want to read up on details of people you may have never even heard of (someone get me an #AndPeggy beanie immediately).

Yes, Les Miserable, Rent, Chicago, The Color Purple, Dream Girls, etc. are some of my favorite soundtracks to listen to. They all tell incredible stories surrounding the lives of impeccable characters who teach us valuable lessons, but not many of them take the facts of our nation’s history, and apply them into terms that our generation uses and understands. Not to mention it applies to everything that is happening in our world today.

If you haven’t yet, listen to this soundtrack and absorb its information. Stream it, download it, YouTube it, whatever you need to do to get this cultural experience. Allow yourself to listen. That would be enough.